It's been six long months, imagine 6 long, pressured months of not blogging due to enormous workloads I am doing.
With these 6 months, I've been to different countries already from Asia to Africa, and I haven't documented any of them.What a waste of memories, all captured only on photographs.
I visited HK Disneyland with my sisters, been to Singapore's Sentosa, danced on Bangkok's infamous DJ Station but not one of them was entered into my blog.So lethargic of me.
It's a day after Christmas and I'm writing this entry with a little pang of loneliness.I have celebrated my last two Christmases in two different countries,one in Dhaka City, Asia and the latest in Dar Es Salaam, Africa.Two different continents.
I have been here in the Land of Mt. Kilimanjaro for two weeks now. What I can say on the place???? Tooooo damned hot.
You know, I haven't been bestowed with a fairer skin so the idea of a humid place is way out of my mind.I like the outdoors but the sun, I abhor it.I love the beaches, but the sun, I despise it.
You can say, "What the fukc?.You should love the sun" Well sorry but I really hate the hot weather.
You know, I have done a lot of things already to lighten my color, from IV Glutathione to Whitening soaps to Whitening lotions but to no avail.Maybe it's in my roots.But a big NO.My brother and two sisters are very fair, really fair.
I spend money for my vanity.Well of course, as a bisexual guy, so should look beautiful, gorgeous and mouth watering.That's why I go to the gym and beauty centers to pamper myself.
But fate has its own way of joking. He send me to a a place of blistering heat.Duhhhh...... I can't do anything. Sacrifice for a better life.
I missed my friends in the Philippines though.
I missed the disco parties.
I missed having mass in St.Jude and Our Lady of La Naval.
I missed the Strabucks coffee session with my right handed friends.
I missed shopping.
I missed celebrating Christmas, feasts, and New Year with my relatives and families.
I missed my one and only of course.
I missed the beautiful sceneries in F and P2.
I missed my Dhaka friendships, my housemates in Dhaka.
I missed all good things in the Philippines, huhuhu.
Well, while I'm having my gym last night,I envy those guys who don't have to work abroad and still sustain their physical and material needs.
But my subconscious mind told me "Inorder to fully understand life, you have to live with it, go with it and experience its hardships".
What can I say? As if I can complain.So with that, I ended it with a dot.Period.
Guys, May the birth of Christ bring forth happiness, tranquility and love to each one of us.May also the coming Year showers us with abundance, joy and lots and lots of LOVE.....
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!